Alongside my work celebrating authors, podcasters, and their stories, I host I Just Want My Life Back — a short-form audio journal on grief. It’s a personal project, a quiet space where I share reflections on loss, resilience, and what remains after the passing of my husband. The podcast reminds me of why stories matter — they connect us, heal us, and help us make sense of being human.
Pat Rullo
NEWEST EPISODE
Listen to “Cutting Through the Work and Silence: Episode 14” on Spreaker.
Listen to “When “We” Becomes “I” Episode 13″ on Spreaker.
Listen to “Standing Whole Again – A New Year’s Eve Decision Episode 12” on Spreaker.
Listen to “Raw Thoughts From Someone Grieving Inaugural Episode” on Spreaker.
Listen to “Forecast: Rain Episode 2” on Spreaker.
Listen to “Fall Back Episode 3” on Spreaker.
Listen to “Grief Doesn’t Knock Episode 4” on Spreaker.
Listen to “Welcome to Paradise Episode 5” on Spreaker.
Listen to “The Garage: A Museum of Memories Episode 6” on Spreaker.
Listen to “The First Fire Episode 7” on Spreaker.
Listen to “My Beef with Grief Episode 8” on Spreaker.
Listen to “The Wishbone Episode 9” on Spreaker.
Listen to “When Your Co-Regulator is Gone Episode 10” on Spreaker.
Listen to “Sadness and the Identity Crash Episode 11” on Spreaker.